Standing outside in the storm..Why won't the wind take my soul... Why won't the thunder drown my screams...
I'm falling apart, barely breathing.. sometimes it is just easier to run than face all these pain...
Does anyone even hear me scream? Funny, because I always hear them in a whisper...
Is this how it is going to be?..Being left by every single person I get attached to?
I give my everything...Blood, sweat, tears, LIFE...and what do I get in return?...NOTHING...
It is sad when we let best friends turn into just friends, and friends turn into people we know, and people we know turn into just, people.
But you know what...No matter what happens, all they have to do is simply turn back and look cause I'll always be there...
The thing that i don't seem to get is: why me? i mean, what went wrong? what did i do? to be left alone like this? loneliness is and never was a nice feeling...
is there and end to this?
Yes, i have friends...But as awkward as it seems, no matter how many people i have, surrounding me, deep down, i still feel lonely...
the memories of those who left will always linger...
If i could change this, i would...
But now, all that i am capable of doing is: PRAY...
Pray that this loneliness, this miserable fucked up feeling will not follow me till the end, to the grave...
